Tag: pregnancy loss

  • Pregnancy

    The Second Anniversary

    “If you follow Chrissy Teigen her posts are going to rip your heart out😭 Made me think of you, especially this time of year😔” I didn’t have to look to know what this meant. I had seen where Chrissy Teigen, a celebrity I do not know and will never probably meet, was having a difficult […]

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    I’m Not Okay, and That’s Okay

    If you have read some of my previous posts, you know I am pretty obsessed with The Five Second Rule by Mel Robbins. In the book, she talks about not starting your day by checking social media. I didn’t take that advice yesterday and I regretted it. The first thing I saw was an image […]

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    Making the best of it

    If you have never heard of Mel Robbins you must stop your life, watch her videos, and buy her book, The Five Second Rule. My husband bought me the book months ago. I was pissed. Why did I need motivation? The highly offensive book sat on my nightstand collecting dust. After picking an unnecessary fight […]

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    Let Them Love You

    I want to be on my couch or in my bed. I want to hide and feel sorry for myself and avoid all human contact. I don’t want to have to look anyone in the eye and see the pity. Upon learning that I had lost my son at 19 weeks, the midwife told me […]

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    Three Wasn’t Meant to be

    19 weeks. Yesterday, at 19 weeks and 4 days, I went to the doctor.  I had some spotting and light cramping, which was something that hadn’t happened since 14 weeks.  I wasn’t worried.  I had worked out that morning.  The midwife told me to come in just in case.  The nurse wasn’t worried. This was […]

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